Hey I was just strolling through your page and saw your journal that you posted like, 3 years ago. I don't know if you still feel the same, but you are who you are. You can't say that nothing you do is original though and that all you do is follow others. There's no one in the world like you, no one has all the talents and traits you do, you are your own person. I see a beautiful young lady with a lot of potential. Just believe that to be true and you'll find your life picking itself back up
God bless